Life is a journey, we all know that, but of course our journeys are different. This year my life took me on a journey where I had to deal with low energy on a physical and emotional level and that of course left me with low creative energy. Yes, I want to paint, and yes, I want to take creative photos, but my life wanted me to stop for a moment and deal with the other part of being a human. Learning how to deal with loss, learning how to give yourself space, and learning to be okay with that. . .that is a tough one for me. Learning self acceptance in just being and not just through achieving.
I went through life, loving to challenge myself and to achieve, and I used to find my self worth in that. But now I must stand with my hands in the flow of the river and wait. . .for whatever I need to do and also for the time to do it. Not an easy lesson, but so very important. So when it happens, it might be with a burst of energy or a steady strong flow of energy. I am growing into that, accepting where I am; wait and watch me fly again, probably in a new and different way!
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